My objective......

What is right and what is wrong?

Sometimes, i really don't know what to do. I don't know what to do to make people happy. I am very tired. Really very tired.....

It seen like i always on the wrong track.

God, please help me.

Immortality – Celin Dion
So this is who I am
And this is all I Know
And I must choose to live
For all that I can give
The spark that the power grow
And I will stand for my dream if I can
Symbol of my faith in who I am
But you are my only
And I must follow on the road that lies ahead
And I won’t let my heart control my head
But you are my only
And we don’t say goodbye
And I know what I’ve got to be
Immortality
I make my journey through eternity
I keep the memory of you and me inside

Fulfill your destiny
Is there within the child
My Storm will never end
My fate is on the wind
The king of hearts, the joker’s wild
And we don’t say goodbye
I’ll make them all remember me

Cos I have found a dream that must come true
Every ounce of me must see it though
But you are my only
I’m sorry I don’t have a role for love to play
Hand over my heart I’ll find my way
I will make them give to me

Immortality
There is a vision and a fire in me
I keep my memory of you and me inside
And we don’t say goodbye
We don’t say goodbye
With all my love for you
And what else we may do
We don’t say goodbye

Blood Donation

Haha, guess what.. Today i went for a blood donation after a preiod of three years. The feeling is quite great as like i get to do something for the society. At least something.... Actually, i should do more of this donation as it has no harm for me and it may helps other people that is in need too. Ya, should go more.. I will try to make an effort in it.

Cheers... : ) 

What a way to spend my sunday, quarreling with my family members. Three members each showing three different faces. I really dread this sunday. Nowadays, we can hardly talk to each other. The temper in everybody is high and i don't know why. The C member will always stay out of house and come back with the face "full of charcoal". The A member will always does in his ways and sort of turn the house upside down, eg throwing things away and don't care whether we need it a not. As for me, i rather to stick to my room and don't want to see their faces. But things get nasty again when we start to do things together.
I dont't know what to do.. REally.... What a Sunday......

4th day in the big fish tank

This is my 4th day in this big fish tank and i trying to suit into their envoirnment. I always kept reminding myself that now i am in different position, i should knw how to react depending in what kind of situation. Anyway i jus hope that everything went fine for me for i just had to work hard and produce  result. It all depend on this small fish to swim thru those big fish or to be eaten by them.

Not feeling well...

Hurt my neck again, must be last night din't sleep correctly. :-)

Is it so difficult to be a nice person? I try so hard to be one but i still can't. You will feel worse when whatever you do seen to be wrong. "Why you do this?" "Why you do that?" " I don't think you are so....." All these comment can be quite hurtful sometimes. And i am tired with all these statement already. But after thinking this issue for a day, i finally understood that i want to be nice just for myself. I need not do that for others' sake. Life is short, i should be happy every minutes, appreciate every minutes for i may not know when is my next mintue lying inside a coffin. I know that whatever i do is with my conscience.

Another thing is that I also know of people laughing at my english cos with this standard of english, i still dare to put up so many blogs. But i don't care. If they dare to laugh, how about they comment something on my english and correcting me.

I truly think that it is important for one's to know what they want for life. SO that we will live our life for some meaning,

Silence is the perfectest herald of joy.

Human Being

The nature of human being is very sophisticated. You won't know the true colour of a person till the very last minute. For this, i feel very scary. You really don't know what a person is thinking. He may treat you good but he maybe thinking of something else. Some human being are just pretentious.

After reading the above paragraph, some people may not agree with what i say. But i tell you seriously, these are true incidents that i had encountered. I really feel quite sick about it. By doing my own things and don't give a damm of these people is not enough, for they will disturb you. The only things i can do is to pray to god to give some intelligent to enable me to know they are thinking. :-)

15th February 2010

Yesterday, i was wishing for a good year ahead and today i got the news that my big aunt had went to be with GOD. Everything happen too fast. This afternoon, we just visit her and she look ok. Then in the evening, news came and said that she had gone. I still cannot believe it.

Life is very vulnerable and i came to understand this sentence meaning. This minute she ok, the minute she is not. Today incident just make me want to apprecaite life more. I will like to learn how to take things easy and not to lose my temper. For i don't know what will happen to me and my loves ones in the next minute. For whatever things i do, i know i must be happy. Cos LIFE IS SHORT.....

The Year of the TIGER!

Today is the 1st day of the tiger year. What lies ahead of me is unknown. Just hope that everything will be fine for me. Really hope so........

Tiring days..

I have been working consecutively for SIX days. I so tired and my asthma attack come visit me again. Finally, today is sunday and thought that i can rest for the whole day but in the end still need to go and help a friend in the afternoon. Hopefully, i can rest well in the CNY holiday, catching up my breath while resting next week.

Actually, after this week of outstation, i came to an understanding of a matter. I need to plan for myself. I can't work as a Hand-on engineer for the rest of my life. It is so tiring and tedious as i get older. I must improve on myself too, can't always stick to this forever.

Contiune to think and plan............

Found this when clearing my table's drawer today!!! Refresh some of my fond memories.... :)

2nd last day in the Zoo

Yesterday was my 2nd last day in the Zoo. Machine finally ship out and that mark my last journey in there. Suddenly i feel a sense of relieve and lost. I ask myself what i should i do next. Now with no job on hand, i really felt quite lost. But i not going to go and find a job just because i need a job. I wish that i can find something better, better in the sense that the job must be really what i want.