Hurt my neck again, must be last night din't sleep correctly. :-)

Is it so difficult to be a nice person? I try so hard to be one but i still can't. You will feel worse when whatever you do seen to be wrong. "Why you do this?" "Why you do that?" " I don't think you are so....." All these comment can be quite hurtful sometimes. And i am tired with all these statement already. But after thinking this issue for a day, i finally understood that i want to be nice just for myself. I need not do that for others' sake. Life is short, i should be happy every minutes, appreciate every minutes for i may not know when is my next mintue lying inside a coffin. I know that whatever i do is with my conscience.

Another thing is that I also know of people laughing at my english cos with this standard of english, i still dare to put up so many blogs. But i don't care. If they dare to laugh, how about they comment something on my english and correcting me.

I truly think that it is important for one's to know what they want for life. SO that we will live our life for some meaning,

Silence is the perfectest herald of joy.

Human Being

The nature of human being is very sophisticated. You won't know the true colour of a person till the very last minute. For this, i feel very scary. You really don't know what a person is thinking. He may treat you good but he maybe thinking of something else. Some human being are just pretentious.

After reading the above paragraph, some people may not agree with what i say. But i tell you seriously, these are true incidents that i had encountered. I really feel quite sick about it. By doing my own things and don't give a damm of these people is not enough, for they will disturb you. The only things i can do is to pray to god to give some intelligent to enable me to know they are thinking. :-)

15th February 2010

Yesterday, i was wishing for a good year ahead and today i got the news that my big aunt had went to be with GOD. Everything happen too fast. This afternoon, we just visit her and she look ok. Then in the evening, news came and said that she had gone. I still cannot believe it.

Life is very vulnerable and i came to understand this sentence meaning. This minute she ok, the minute she is not. Today incident just make me want to apprecaite life more. I will like to learn how to take things easy and not to lose my temper. For i don't know what will happen to me and my loves ones in the next minute. For whatever things i do, i know i must be happy. Cos LIFE IS SHORT.....

The Year of the TIGER!

Today is the 1st day of the tiger year. What lies ahead of me is unknown. Just hope that everything will be fine for me. Really hope so........

Tiring days..

I have been working consecutively for SIX days. I so tired and my asthma attack come visit me again. Finally, today is sunday and thought that i can rest for the whole day but in the end still need to go and help a friend in the afternoon. Hopefully, i can rest well in the CNY holiday, catching up my breath while resting next week.

Actually, after this week of outstation, i came to an understanding of a matter. I need to plan for myself. I can't work as a Hand-on engineer for the rest of my life. It is so tiring and tedious as i get older. I must improve on myself too, can't always stick to this forever.

Contiune to think and plan............