Bad ways to end my chinese year

I really should go think what have i done wrong. Colleauges backstabbing me and disliking me. What can be more worse than this. I really can't imagine. But what i can do from now on is to tone down and not to talk so loudly. Cos i feel that those who don't know me feel that i very arrogant and don't give a damm to what think of me. If this is the case, i should take care of my behaviour. WHY everytime like that? When things happen then i start to reflect. Is it too late?

I need a HUG!!

A hug can warm the two huggers' heart....

My objective......

What is right and what is wrong?

Sometimes, i really don't know what to do. I don't know what to do to make people happy. I am very tired. Really very tired.....

It seen like i always on the wrong track.

God, please help me.

Immortality – Celin Dion
So this is who I am
And this is all I Know
And I must choose to live
For all that I can give
The spark that the power grow
And I will stand for my dream if I can
Symbol of my faith in who I am
But you are my only
And I must follow on the road that lies ahead
And I won’t let my heart control my head
But you are my only
And we don’t say goodbye
And I know what I’ve got to be
Immortality
I make my journey through eternity
I keep the memory of you and me inside

Fulfill your destiny
Is there within the child
My Storm will never end
My fate is on the wind
The king of hearts, the joker’s wild
And we don’t say goodbye
I’ll make them all remember me

Cos I have found a dream that must come true
Every ounce of me must see it though
But you are my only
I’m sorry I don’t have a role for love to play
Hand over my heart I’ll find my way
I will make them give to me

Immortality
There is a vision and a fire in me
I keep my memory of you and me inside
And we don’t say goodbye
We don’t say goodbye
With all my love for you
And what else we may do
We don’t say goodbye

Blood Donation

Haha, guess what.. Today i went for a blood donation after a preiod of three years. The feeling is quite great as like i get to do something for the society. At least something.... Actually, i should do more of this donation as it has no harm for me and it may helps other people that is in need too. Ya, should go more.. I will try to make an effort in it.

Cheers... : ) 

What a way to spend my sunday, quarreling with my family members. Three members each showing three different faces. I really dread this sunday. Nowadays, we can hardly talk to each other. The temper in everybody is high and i don't know why. The C member will always stay out of house and come back with the face "full of charcoal". The A member will always does in his ways and sort of turn the house upside down, eg throwing things away and don't care whether we need it a not. As for me, i rather to stick to my room and don't want to see their faces. But things get nasty again when we start to do things together.
I dont't know what to do.. REally.... What a Sunday......